just over it
its so sad that not metter how old we are how much we change for the good its like we are still stuck. i feel like im right back to where i was in high school back no friends being the weird kid that sits alot no matter how nice i try to be it gets me nowhere im over it im at a breaking point. no matter what i do thing just dont change im still the one people are nice to but will talk trash about the second i walk away and they could care less if i was around or no and woulod just rather not talk to me. i just want be ok and have friends that honesly want to talk to me not just talk causze i talk to them first or they are just trying to be nice. i cant stand my job or the people i work with im always walk on or forgoten about.