Just need to vent

Well this week has been shitty...being continuously reminded that Sunday is mother's day has been fun. Oh but it's not only mother's day, it is 5 months to the day that we lost Max. I have also been on my period this week so my husband and I have been fighting constantly because I have turned into a crazy person. I have to go to a bachelorette party tomorrow and wake up sunday morning with a group of girls and pretend to be happy. Juat when I was starting to get my footing, something as stupid as mother's day is really fucking me up.