just need to get past it.

i just need to move on, i need to get past it, if this is how she wants things to be then i have to love her enough to just let it be her way, cuz if she can't do anymore time get together then she can't. i just wish i was her most important friend. that would have made me feel so good. i know she loves and cares about me but she just doesnt have alot of time cuz shes with so many other people all the time. and theres not much left for me and thats the main reason why i was hurt. but if i really love her and since i can't force her ( and i dont want to be like that) i just have to let it be her way. i just wish i was able to meet a good friend out there that would have time for me. i can't help i need more than an hour and a half every 1 and a half to 2 months, at a time. i can't help i need more time with someone than that. im not mad at her i just  can't help i need more time in a friendship than that.