Just my luck

So my back goes out just as my husband is boarding a 4 day trip to Kiwait!!!! It has never happened before and it sucks!!! I am in so much pain. Trying to handle a 1 year old at almost 25 pounds doesnt help. I feel so helpless. We have not a single person to help me. Since we moved here i only have one friend and she is in flordia and I hate asking her for help because i do that alot because she is the only person i have. I have a doctors appointment at 2pm. I hope she can give me something to help with the pain. I feel like a crapy mom because i am so short and irritable with ian. Im in pain its not his fault but i just dont have it in me to chase him around. I am waverig on calling my MIL to fly down to help me. But she has alot on her plate right now with her parents. Her dad just had a stroke and moved into a rehab place yesterday. I hate being here with no one to help when i need them. And littl em,an is up stairs figting a nap. He needs to take one because i am waking him up at one to eat lunch and then go to the doctors. Well he is up stairs talking to him self like tere is no tomorow. I am going to go climb teh stairs again and try to put him down again!! Help me!!!!!