Just Me thinking Outloud

I have been here 3 years now.  In these 3 years, I have met some wonderful people here.  I have commented on posts that I felt I could give constructive input on.  On the Christian Church 24/7, I have posted messages, for quite some time, that I felt the Lord led me to post and it was my prayer that this were messages of encouragement to all who have read them.  I have sent poems to many here that I have wrote about my life, things I have seen, endured and, thought of as I have walked down this pathway we call life.
I have hoped to have been a blessing to many but yet, I know there are some here I have failed.  To those I have failed, I deeply apologize.  I am not perfect but, I strive to show sincere love with gentleness and with concern.  Some of you, I have opened my heart to much more than I ever have to anyone.
You see, I come from a terrible, violent past as a Biker.  I used to hurt people and didn't care.  Revenge, retaliation, and violence was a part of my everyday life.  I left that lifestyle and for the past 37 years, I have tired to be different, caring, loving and a good testimony for my Lord but, I am human and I know I have failed in this.
I never meant to harm or hurt anyone.  I know in some cases, I have been pushed aside from some and some no longer love me or hold the respect for me they once had.  I am saddened by this and I am very sorry for being a failure to you, in this area.
Sometimes, things don't turn out like we planned.  I do apologize and if any of you on my friends list, wish to remove me, please do so, I will understand.
Oldbiker/Pee Wee

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You have never offended nor failed me as a true blue friend. You have been a good friend and given encouragement, support and kindness through your Christian ministry, poems and writings. Keep up the good work. God bless you. Happy Thanksgiving. My USAF son Adi just arrived here in Hawaii to be with me and his sister and brother over Thanksgiving through early Dec, 2 wks. I am happy he is here. God bless you and take care.
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You know how much you mean to me and you are a blessing to me. Love you Pee Wee. I apologize that I have let YOU down.
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u make the world a better place&that is a fact!!!!!