Just Me thinking Outloud

I have been here 3 years now.  In these 3 years, I have met some wonderful people here.  I have commented on posts that I felt I could give constructive input on.  On the Christian Church 24/7, I have posted messages, for quite some time, that I felt the Lord led me to post and it was my prayer that this were messages of encouragement to all who have read them.  I have sent poems to many here that I have wrote about my life, things I have seen, endured and, thought of as I have walked down this pathway we call life.
I have hoped to have been a blessing to many but yet, I know there are some here I have failed.  To those I have failed, I deeply apologize.  I am not perfect but, I strive to show sincere love with gentleness and with concern.  Some of you, I have opened my heart to much more than I ever have to anyone.
You see, I come from a terrible, violent past as a Biker.  I used to hurt people and didn't care.  Revenge, retaliation, and violence was a part of my everyday life.  I left that lifestyle and for the past 37 years, I have tired to be different, caring, loving and a good testimony for my Lord but, I am human and I know I have failed in this.
I never meant to harm or hurt anyone.  I know in some cases, I have been pushed aside from some and some no longer love me or hold the respect for me they once had.  I am saddened by this and I am very sorry for being a failure to you, in this area.
Sometimes, things don't turn out like we planned.  I do apologize and if any of you on my friends list, wish to remove me, please do so, I will understand.
Oldbiker/Pee Wee