Just maybe...

I'm late. This doesn't mean that I'm pregnant of course, but it does mean that something is going on. I had a crazy dream and in the dream a lady told me I was pregnant. I want so much to believe that I am. I'm terrified of taking a test and it saying no. It's so hard to listen to your body when your mind doesn't agree. I wish someone would just look at me and tell me that I am or am not. I want so badly. I'm trying not to think about it and I'm trying to think that I'm not so that maybe for once it will happen. Blah....................................................................................