Just letting off some emotions

My mom died February 2008. I usually am a strong person, but I made a tweet and a fb status saying all I want for Christmas is to see my mom's headstone, as my last memory is of her grave having a card on it saying it was her grave, and I found myself in tears. I have gotten past that stage of grieving, but I just can't be strong anymore. I just wanna hug that dear lady one last time and say I love you. I wanna taste her Christmas treats one last time. I wanna make a trip to the nail place with her for pedicures. I wanna do everything I can't do with her anymore, with her.
 
I like seeing those I care for happy this time of year to keep my mind busy. But I can't sleep and figured I'd make a tweet/status saying that. I didn't expect to find myself in tears.
 
To all my friends who still have their mothers. Whether you like your mother or not, do cherish every day you have with her, as you don't know when you won't be able to share special moments with her again.