Just killing time!
So Im journaling literally just to kill time, I have nothing to add whatsoever, but I am so tired of waiting!
So I have put a plan in place for if this FET doesn't work, I will be starting an intense detox diet to try and shift some of the masses of weight I have piled on thanks to the hormones we pump into ourselves in this process, and the comfort eating and fear of exercise!! I am so gross lately I feel disgusting!! I am soo bloated and my undies are all tight and I have to keep pulling my trousers up because my belly is pushing them down!!
So I will be raw foods and detox type foods only, I will be adding in exercise too!!!! I hope this will make me feel better. Its my brothers wedding in September in England, and I live in New Zealand and I so want to go, but if this FET works I am probably going to miss it, which would be a great, and the only, reason I would miss this day! However if it doesn't I think I will detox and have a few months off then try again, if it doesn't work I am booking my tickets to England no question, but if it does work I will have to have a think about whether I would travel, 3 or 4-5 (depending on transfer date) months pregnant.
I like to think either way though I can either look forward to a bubba or a trip home and a lovely wedding>> No doubt followed swiftly by a pregnancy announcement hahaha, because that's how it goes!!
Love to anyone reading, sorry im so boring!
So I have put a plan in place for if this FET doesn't work, I will be starting an intense detox diet to try and shift some of the masses of weight I have piled on thanks to the hormones we pump into ourselves in this process, and the comfort eating and fear of exercise!! I am so gross lately I feel disgusting!! I am soo bloated and my undies are all tight and I have to keep pulling my trousers up because my belly is pushing them down!!
So I will be raw foods and detox type foods only, I will be adding in exercise too!!!! I hope this will make me feel better. Its my brothers wedding in September in England, and I live in New Zealand and I so want to go, but if this FET works I am probably going to miss it, which would be a great, and the only, reason I would miss this day! However if it doesn't I think I will detox and have a few months off then try again, if it doesn't work I am booking my tickets to England no question, but if it does work I will have to have a think about whether I would travel, 3 or 4-5 (depending on transfer date) months pregnant.
I like to think either way though I can either look forward to a bubba or a trip home and a lovely wedding>> No doubt followed swiftly by a pregnancy announcement hahaha, because that's how it goes!!
Love to anyone reading, sorry im so boring!
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I love journaling and Ds to help kill the time. I can only imagine how antsy you are right now! Hang in there!
I like that you have a plan, but go ahead and tuck that thought back in your mind. For now, you are PUPO :)
I can imagine how much your body has changed with all the meds. Sorry you feel so crappy. Obviously you can\'t be starting a diet, or crazy exercise... but maybe some small light walks will help. If only to help clear your head.
You\'re not boring at all! I like that you\'re seeing the positive in everything. Hope this FET is it friend!
Hey, you\'re nearly there!!