Just here

It's been a long time since I've been here.Life sucks as usual.Justin has been weighing heavy on my heart.We all got into a fight and my oldest daughter said that Justin was my favorite and a few other hurtful things haven't talked to here sice sat.Husband and  Rebecca are mad at me too.Sat.was a bad day for me had alot of anger and I guess I just lost it and let loose on all of them.I really don't know why I'm still here.We've been talking of spliting up but I'm a little scared haven't never lived on my own.Well better go.Love to all