Just here

Today I'm just here.  No big deal, no fanfare.Been fighting the urge to sleep.  Husband being real sweet and I'm not really sure how to respond.I'm always kind but just don't know how to, or even if I should, open up emotionally.Big Sigh.I'm not sad really just feel kinda like a puppy when they look at you and tilt their head from side to side.That is better than gloom and doom so at least my head is on straight enough to be of some help to my babies at DS. Sorry guys no matter how old you are I see you as my little ones.Pray for me to have better direction for my marriage and of course a better mom to my beautiful children.Thanks for caring.