Just got a BFP!!!

I am in such disbelief that i am still not convinced.. i was about to get gym membership cause i was feeling a little frumpy.. and hadnt been eating -if been off my food and wondered how i felt frumpy if i had not been eating..
i still dont know what to do with myself.. i am booked in this arvo (April 13th) to get my blood test results back from the Dr. I think i am about 6 weeks..
DH and i are going to wait until 12 weeks to anounce the news to friends and family,
i honestly did not know how this happened this month.. i had been away for a few days.. i had stopped accupuncture altogether.. i had stopped taking my natropath formula, cause i had run out and the natropath was on holidays.. i was not taking my folic acid tablets cause i just couldnt care less.. AND i didnt even check when i was ovulating.. DH and i really didnt BD much at all this cycle.. this was my 11th month of trying, and due to the heartbreak of TWW i can honestly say that i had just given up completely..
Things just creep up on you when you just LET GO!!!!!!!
i am positive that due to my emotional release this month of TTC, this is how i ended up with BFP..
Just hope the baby dust sticks and the first trimester goes smoothly.. i am so scared to miscarry.. !!