Just gets harder, not easier
So today was grocery day. So mundane. All of a sudden I passed the baby food aisle in Food Lion and almost had a panic attack. It occured to me that Caroline would be 4 months old now and just starting on baby food. I'm always doing stuff like that.... what would she be doing now? Rolling over? smiling? What milestones would she be reaching?
Oh the pain of this can be just too much to bear. For some reason it is getting harder, not easier.
Oh the pain of this can be just too much to bear. For some reason it is getting harder, not easier.
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I agree it is getting harder. I think the shock is wearing off and the pain is setting in. Ugh.
It doesn\'t stop. Everyday there is some kind of reminder and makes you think about all of the things that our little angels should be doing. When I have to go pick up my boyfriends kids from school it tears me up seeing all the little ones and knowing that I will never have the experience of the first day of school with Andrew. It breaks my heart into a million more pieces. I seriously don\'t know how much of my heart is left. (((Hugs)))