Just forget me...

I try and try but I just failLike a puppy chasing its tail Round and round and round I spinI try so hard but can not winI am just meant to lose I am just a human bruise All I do is let people downI find myself lying on the groundstaring up at the bright starsWishing I could get so farBut I know that I can not In this place I sit and rotBeaten down constantly I cant help anybodyI cant even help myselfthis pain I feel is the hand Im dealtI am just so unlucky I was simply born to bleedBorn to die and feed the earthat least as fertilizer I have worth I will be what I feel I am...DirtI can never help my friendsI just fall short once againI just wish the pain would endI would never hurt againHurt myself or someone elsePut my ashes on a shelf Never dusting off my urn I will never again yearnFor the feeling of true loveI will look down from aboveI will try to guild you from thereSadly I bet Ill still fail...But it would end the rain and hailThat is falling in life on my headI will be happy once I am dead. So please forget me never fearI will be happier when Im not here