just for today
well today i woke up went for a run which did make me feel good and im losing weight which is also pleaseing me :0) my truth is my stomach is in knotts i cant wait to be at work iknow im comftable with people around im always trying to fix others when i know now especially now i need to fix me i know i have to do my best but believe me my head is in bits at times im frightened the feelings i have sat here now is like when i'd been on a 5 day binge and was heading of to work full of fear and not knowing what state i'd left the shop in i know its completeley different situation one im sober but my stomach feels like that gggg im looking at this and seeing me the real mark who masks everything over i hope one day i can look at this and think i got through it safe and well and i will!!! its only 24 hours xx
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hey marky big big hugs. hang in there you are doing so well. i know that feeling of be in frightened and having your stomach is knotts . i wake up that way. baby steps my friend. i see a wnmoderful man who is fighting his demons and winning. know you have an angle with you on this road . you can and will get through it ok. angel
omg my typing alone should make u smile. sorry i so not a morning person but konw im with you even if you cant understand what i wrote mwah x
On Marky MArk,things will get better,just hang in there.
N dont break your sobriety no matter what happens. I am here for you.hugs, Kel
Please stay strong! You will come out of this experience a better man.