just for today

well today i woke up went for a run which did make me feel good and im losing weight which is also pleaseing me :0) my truth is my stomach is in knotts i cant wait to be at work iknow im comftable with people around im always trying to fix others when i know now especially now i need to fix me i know i have to do my best but believe me my head is in bits at times im frightened the feelings i have sat here now is like when i'd been on a 5 day binge and was heading of to work full of fear and not knowing what state i'd left the shop in i know its completeley different situation one im sober but my stomach feels like that gggg im looking at this and seeing me the real mark who masks everything over i hope one day i can look at this and think i got through it safe and well and i will!!! its only 24 hours xx