just feeling down

im just feeling down tonight. my ex posted our official status of getting a divorce. seeing it in black and white on a public forum was disconcerting. but nessacary i guess. i think mostly im just exhausted. working 12 and 13 hours a day is starting to wear me down. i need the money for the bankrupcty and divorce. also my boss really needs me now. but coming straight home and being exhausted and going to bed every night is like just draining. im mostly down because i havent been working out and i feel like a stupid fat blob.