Just feeling blah

You know how it is when you're depressed and every day is a struggle to feel good about anything?  Well today I started off on a positive spin, until my friend, who is a hypochondriac, came back from her chiropractor.  She has a problem with her hip.  She goes to doctors far too many times to count.  She is also an herbalist, but instead of taking the herbs she has in the kitchen and making something with them to help herself all I have had to listen for the past 8 years is her kvetching.   I got sick week before last. I just suffered through it.   Then she got sick with bronchitis and she went to the doctor.   
 
It just brings me down being in the same house with her.   I just wish I could move out.   I try to be hopeful that I will be able to move out in the next year or so.  
until then it's just a downer.