Just feelin bad today

So today is bad for me. We are having problems with money as usual. Fighting with hubby. Aaron is driving me up the wall cause I'm stressing about all that and I'm feeling bad cause he isn't really being bad I just have a huge headache, I've been sick the past couple days so I'm still feeling bad from that too, just everything that would normally push me to go and act out. So to stop that, I'm on here, writing about whats going on cause I can't do that to the two best guys in my life, my husband and my son, they don't deserve it. They need me to get better and find other ways to handle my stress. Hubby is upset too cause I'm stressed and it's stressing him out, plus he's at work so that's not helping much. One day everything will work out. I hope. I really need to make some friends so I'm not stuck in this apartment all the time. I want to take Aaron to the zoo tomorrow cause they have $5 admission but it's SOOOO hot outside plus I'm still feeling sick so I don't know if I'll be up for it. I hope so though cause I know he'll enjoy it, plus, the last time we took him he was just a year old so now that he's two and a half he'll enjoy it much more. He's watching Spongebob now lol. He's so damn cute sometimes. Thanks for letting me vent. i still have a big headache and lots of stress but at least it's not driving me as nuts as it was.