just don't know who will listen
The world is a scary place sometimes. It's hard to know who you can trust with your feelings and how much you can say and who really cares.
A few months ago.I was mad at my friends, the ones I am living with. So I emailed a few friends. Well two of them were not happy. So I apologized.
I run a group on Yahoo and one lady, one I had written the above mentioned letter, hadn't been around. She has health issues, just had surgery. She didn't elaborate. But it's serious.
So I mentioned about some tough decisions I have coming up. And she wrote me tonight and asked me.to.tell her the truth about what was going on. I gave her the basics.
I'm tired of not having someone who really loves and cares about me. Like my parents did.
A few months ago.I was mad at my friends, the ones I am living with. So I emailed a few friends. Well two of them were not happy. So I apologized.
I run a group on Yahoo and one lady, one I had written the above mentioned letter, hadn't been around. She has health issues, just had surgery. She didn't elaborate. But it's serious.
So I mentioned about some tough decisions I have coming up. And she wrote me tonight and asked me.to.tell her the truth about what was going on. I gave her the basics.
I'm tired of not having someone who really loves and cares about me. Like my parents did.
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sending my best well wishes, and prayers, wishing you comfort, and peace. Dear Lily, i\'m so sorry you\'ve been experiencing an emotional time, during this time, definitely keep surrounded by love, care, and support :) Friendship is very special, and gives us strength, and hope :) to know someone\'s there, always, when we need too talk, it helps so much, and really gives us a boost in our spirit :)
i\'m thankful you have found DS, and can write :) Writing is theraputic, and really is nice to have our journals here, and friendships shared :) We have lots to look forward too, and i know for you, you will be fine, with each day, your future will become clearer :) i encourage you to continue to share, and write, it helps so much :)
The world isn\'t a scary place, it\'s the people who do scary things. I\'m thinking, maybe you could help people. I don\'t know if that\'s something you enjoy. I mean, you could make friends. Just a thought