Just Down

Well after my neuro appointment yesterday I am still down- though not as bad as I was yesterday.  I so do not want to take this shot, I worry about the side effects of it.  I think in the back of my mind, I only have 10 sick days after that I am screwed and how I will function as a single parent, employee and with my numeous other responsibilities that I have.  But then I also think about not wanting to be dependent upon someone to help me in the future.  So I am at a point of I just don't know. I am sure all dealing with this understand.  I have been having blood sugar issues within the past couple of weeks high for no apparent reason so as she said steriods not a option for me.  I am functioning fine though tired a bit.