Just chilling
It's one of those days where I feel lost and not sure what I'm doing. I spend the morning doing some stuff online. e mails and reading articles that interested me and sharing stuff on my e mail and on Facebook.
Now I'm going to have lunch and then go through some stuff in my bedroom, see what I can throw out.
Anyway, I have some tough decisions to make about my life. Where I'm going to live and about job situation.
My brother, who I have not spoken to in 9 years, wants me to come visit him in FL, he said he'll pay for the flight. I'm not sure what I'm going to do about that. I have a counseling appt tomorrow so I'll discuss this all with her. I haven't seen her in 2 weeks cause of a scheduling conflict. They were closed for the holiday last Mon and then she had some meetings during the week.
I wish I had a crystal ball that I could see what my next move should be. My friend's husband is going to go out to Oregon to check things out.
some moments I just feel like what's the use anymore :(
thanks for letting me vent
Now I'm going to have lunch and then go through some stuff in my bedroom, see what I can throw out.
Anyway, I have some tough decisions to make about my life. Where I'm going to live and about job situation.
My brother, who I have not spoken to in 9 years, wants me to come visit him in FL, he said he'll pay for the flight. I'm not sure what I'm going to do about that. I have a counseling appt tomorrow so I'll discuss this all with her. I haven't seen her in 2 weeks cause of a scheduling conflict. They were closed for the holiday last Mon and then she had some meetings during the week.
I wish I had a crystal ball that I could see what my next move should be. My friend's husband is going to go out to Oregon to check things out.
some moments I just feel like what's the use anymore :(
thanks for letting me vent
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hi Lily. comforting friendship hugs. my family and i are thinking of you, and we hope and pray, for peace, comfort, and for things to be settled for you, very soon. i\'m so sorry you\'ve been experiencing some worry, and also some emotional times, with not knowing about the future. it can definitely be a scary feeling, when we aren\'t feeling like things are stable. i want you to know, you\'ll always have my support. i\'m thankful, you\'ll be seeing your counselor tomorrow, and looking forward to maybe traveling to visit your brother soon :) there will always be chance for healing, you\'ll always have hope :) here on ds, it\'s very special getting to share, comfort, and to be able to help, in all our times of need :) i\'m sending our best wishes, and lots of love :) i\'m thankful you had a peaceful weekend :)