JUST CANT GET IT RIGHT

Well its 9:44 am and i feel pretty good i just dont have no get up and go no more i feel like theres nothing for me nomore  i am going to try to get up and get out today i just wished i could over come the fear of the paxil and start them the side effects freak me out i know all the fact about other meds havin side effect but i just cant bring myself to start them..and i need to try but just so scared...i know after i take the first one my fears will go away...that how i am same thing with tylenol..lol but ive only got like this in the last couple of years i dont know if thats the pmdd or not but oh well..have a great day peace and love to all