Just can't take it sometimes!

I get so angry sometimes. Half the time I can't handle some of the basic things in life. Tonight I couldn't even handle going on a walk with my parents. I just feel forced in to doing things here. I would much rather just sleep half the time instead of having to think about all the things that anger and upset me. I was so angry today and still am. My parents pretty much made me go on a walk with them tonight, but I kind of lost it. My fists were so tightened and I eventually just insisted on turning around and going home. I just told my parents to keep going and immediately turned around cletching my fists. I did some research and found a possible treatment center to go to. It would be residential. But I just sent a question to them and am going to found out more info first. We'll see what happens I guess.