Just blah

I guess even I can get a case of the lonelys from time to time. I took the boys to see a movie yesterday. I've been dying to see The Mechanic and they wanted to see The Green Hornet so we saw them separately. That worked out fine, but when I got out I wanted to tell someone how the movie differed from the old Charles Bronson movie and yes Jason Statham was the perfect pick for the movie. Just something that simple made me realize I was alone. 
I haven't had much time to be alone since this happened because I'm working so hard on this new me that I just don't find myself without something to do very often. If I'm not working on school or taking my Mom to a Dr appt., I'm spending time with the boys and when I take them to see their father I stay at a friends house so I'm with her whenever I don't have them. I actually love time to myself and haven't had much of it lately. I'm one of those that just needs peace and quite once in awhile and like to do what I want to do with nobody around. Now I'm a bit afraid to.
Think I'll go take the dog for a walk and remember I like to be by myself at times.