Just blah

I guess even I can get a case of the lonelys from time to time. I took the boys to see a movie yesterday. I've been dying to see The Mechanic and they wanted to see The Green Hornet so we saw them separately. That worked out fine, but when I got out I wanted to tell someone how the movie differed from the old Charles Bronson movie and yes Jason Statham was the perfect pick for the movie. Just something that simple made me realize I was alone. 
I haven't had much time to be alone since this happened because I'm working so hard on this new me that I just don't find myself without something to do very often. If I'm not working on school or taking my Mom to a Dr appt., I'm spending time with the boys and when I take them to see their father I stay at a friends house so I'm with her whenever I don't have them. I actually love time to myself and haven't had much of it lately. I'm one of those that just needs peace and quite once in awhile and like to do what I want to do with nobody around. Now I'm a bit afraid to.
Think I'll go take the dog for a walk and remember I like to be by myself at times. 

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I like my alone time too. I was pretty much forced to and it\'s not that bad. What I do miss is having a partner to share how my day went and hers.
new2this2
new2this2

Maybe there needs to be a \"How was your day\" forum :)

Mine went well thanks for asking. Got all my work done and now I have nothing to do for the rest of the night. Oh, I did get a 1099 in the mail today that was way off on the numbers. Don\'t you hate that?!
deleted_user
deleted_user

I\'m still waiting for one of my 1099\'s. They\'re supposed to be out by end January. I always have to bug this place to send them. I want to get my taxes done!
ChiTownBear
ChiTownBear

funny how we so want to not be alone, but when we are active, that is the first thing on our mind; to get home for some quiet down time.

You could always write me next time. :)

((New2))
deleted_user
deleted_user

I need to be alone at times too. It\'s tough lately though because I can easily fall into thinking about him, which is not good. It\'s a tough thing to balance.
new2free
new2free

Oh boy so many of us, me included, seem to be having difficulty finding this happy balance of being alone and enjoying the peace of it, but also sometimes just wanting someone around to share a happy experience with or to just have a friendly chat with. New2this2 I think your suggestion of a \"How was your day\" forum is not a bad one, because sometimes that is all one is looking for, just somewhere to have a friendly chat without it having to be about a specific issue.