Just being me

I haven't wrote many journal's on here but here it goes. Sure been trying my best to beat the anxious thoughts and obsessions that I have everyday. Been going to therapy regularly and just been trying not to be hard on myself. That is the biggest thing I am to hard on myself. I have feel isolated for so long and alone. I have noticed that I put my self worth in how people see me. I shouldn't feel bad I'm not in a relationship but I see others and I feel left out, like there is something  wrong with me. If I have learned one thing on here is that I'm not the only one. I cant believe how many other have the same issues as me. Most of my life I have felt different than everyone I have a hard time relating to others mostly cause of social anxiety. I feel others can see oh this guy has anxiety or see my weaknesses but that's not true. I'm just starting to try and be ok with me. I don't have to be a confident person all the time just try my best and hope someone will accept me. I'm not the best looking or the smartest but I can just accept me which is hard. Of course I don't want anxiety and depression but I'm still here and hasn't killed me. I would like so help in feeling good about myself. I recently graduated college and it was tough how does one feel proud of themselves? I have been though a lot and try my best most days. I want to feel proud of myself just for trying. I have a job interview tomorrow I am nervous to drive there and am scared. But I have driven to a lot of places I have never been. I will just do the best I can and that's all I can do.