Just Because.

Yeah Ashli found a job at the humane society right up her alley she hopes one day that she can open up a no kill shelter anyway that's her dream.I've been to the mall 3 times last week Rebecca was on Spring Break.So Friday I just took a book and read at the food court while Rebecca and her friend went shopping.Rebecca has her cell phone always.Went to the cematary Friday cleaned Justin's headstone there were alot of flowers I'm sure they were left from his 1st year gone.Someone took one of his picture but thats ok maybe they needed it more than his headstone.I had Braden this weekend we had fun he's so cute he has that sparkle in his eyes like his daddys and he says some of the most funniest things just like his dad.Oh how I miss Justin can't believe its been a year I still have that sick feeling in my stomache.I got a chest from Justin's dad that had alot of Justin's keepsake things he had saved over the years when he moved out of our home.Stuff I remember couldn't go through much to painful.I will someday.I've become one of the saddest persons sometimes my family can make me laugh and when I do I cherish that.I'm so quiet at home it probably don't help because I think of Justin alot during the day sometimes just wondering what he'd be doing right now.Sometimes I call his old cell number his cousin has it now so when I call he knows why.It's suppose to storm later we are to have alot of rain this week.All take Care I have something I would like to share with you all.Hugs,jfm,Vicki                                             If tears could build a stairway                                             And memories a lane.                                            I'd walk right up to heaven                                            And bring you home again.My daughter Ashli 19 wrote that I cried a river trying to make that stairway.Just beautiful.