JUST AROUND THE CORNER
My Dearest Sweetheart;
Only days from now, it will be two years and soon after that, Valentines Day. I want to tell you that I chreish every moment we had together, good times and hard times....They only brought us closer. Through everything, you were my best friend. In these few days leading up to Jan 22nd.; two years ago; I could see sadness in your eyes. You could not seem to tell me why and perhaps even you did not know for sure. You did perk up that last week and the fun we had together, laughing, dancing and so many other unforgettable moments thrilled me enormously. You even wrote a song for me, that I will never hear again, at least in this life. Before meeting you, Valentines had always been a day when selfish people decide to brake the heart of someone who loves and trusts them. You changed all thet for me, and never forgot a one. Even when I told you about Sweetest day and you said "What the heck is that", your eye's lit up when I explained it to you and you had found yet another day to let me know I was special, in your heart. You are the only man I've ever known, to look forward to special days like that, even though you made me feel special each and every day. I never had to ask, you were watching always, whether you were giving me your coat or finding me a blanket when I shivered or handing me the tissues, just as the first tear drop fell. Yes, I did find you Valentines day gift to me as I was driving home form your wake. While searching for tissues, I found the beautiful card and necklace, you had tucked away in the glove box. More importantly, I once again found the love, that makes a man think so far ahead with anxiousness. I will wear it as I have; the last two years; and then replace it once again with The cross you searched so long and hard for, all because I said how nice it would be to wear that. I did not mean to be so much bother, but I'll never forget the joy in your eyes when you would surprise me. I miss so much the touch of your hands; always soft and tender, no matter how hardened from work they were; upon my neck as you would help me with the clasp. I was determined that this year, I would make these days, days of thanks for all your love, but I know already I am failing miserably with my composure. Some day's I get so angry that God did not take us together, and I pray He understands. It seems I find myself walking aimlessly, looking for a part of me that is not to be found. I am like a clock without an hour hand. I hope you knew that I too, waited anxiously for those days when I could show you in an extra special day how much I love you. Happy Valentine's day sweetheart. I know it's early, but anyday is a great day to say, I LOVE you. My gift to you, is my Love and my heart, forever. Never goodbye, just goodnight, for now. Love, Me
Only days from now, it will be two years and soon after that, Valentines Day. I want to tell you that I chreish every moment we had together, good times and hard times....They only brought us closer. Through everything, you were my best friend. In these few days leading up to Jan 22nd.; two years ago; I could see sadness in your eyes. You could not seem to tell me why and perhaps even you did not know for sure. You did perk up that last week and the fun we had together, laughing, dancing and so many other unforgettable moments thrilled me enormously. You even wrote a song for me, that I will never hear again, at least in this life. Before meeting you, Valentines had always been a day when selfish people decide to brake the heart of someone who loves and trusts them. You changed all thet for me, and never forgot a one. Even when I told you about Sweetest day and you said "What the heck is that", your eye's lit up when I explained it to you and you had found yet another day to let me know I was special, in your heart. You are the only man I've ever known, to look forward to special days like that, even though you made me feel special each and every day. I never had to ask, you were watching always, whether you were giving me your coat or finding me a blanket when I shivered or handing me the tissues, just as the first tear drop fell. Yes, I did find you Valentines day gift to me as I was driving home form your wake. While searching for tissues, I found the beautiful card and necklace, you had tucked away in the glove box. More importantly, I once again found the love, that makes a man think so far ahead with anxiousness. I will wear it as I have; the last two years; and then replace it once again with The cross you searched so long and hard for, all because I said how nice it would be to wear that. I did not mean to be so much bother, but I'll never forget the joy in your eyes when you would surprise me. I miss so much the touch of your hands; always soft and tender, no matter how hardened from work they were; upon my neck as you would help me with the clasp. I was determined that this year, I would make these days, days of thanks for all your love, but I know already I am failing miserably with my composure. Some day's I get so angry that God did not take us together, and I pray He understands. It seems I find myself walking aimlessly, looking for a part of me that is not to be found. I am like a clock without an hour hand. I hope you knew that I too, waited anxiously for those days when I could show you in an extra special day how much I love you. Happy Valentine's day sweetheart. I know it's early, but anyday is a great day to say, I LOVE you. My gift to you, is my Love and my heart, forever. Never goodbye, just goodnight, for now. Love, Me
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