Just another busy day

I felt better Friday then I do today I just feel wierd Justin has been on my mind I'm beginning to have dreams about him or he's in my dreams.Friday was a good day I was here by myself which hasn't been like that since beginning of summer it was kinda a strange but I enjoyed it .slience not having to answer to anyone.My days have been going good can't go to the cematary until Justin's headstone is put back on I've been out there but there is just the base I put flowers in one of the holes I looked down those hoping to see Justin's casket I knew I couldn't but I looked anyway if I were to see it I would have pissed my pants.eerie. We have been working on the basement Mike is down there right now putting carpet on the stairs and I'm far away from him alot of moaning and groaning going on.I cleaned Ashli's room even made her bed and dusted and vacuumed her room.She didn't even say thank you I guess thats a 19 for ya.Rebecca had a friend over they played the sims game on the play station.My sister Edna and her daughter came over we visited awhile they couldn't believe the house they had seen it before but we hadn't finished painting or moving our furniture in.We have busted our butts off on this house and still needs more work and our savings is getting smaller and smaller but the house looks alot better we are going to get a new furnace put in.As I was sitting down there last night mike came down and I said this would of been a perfect spot for Justin and Braden it has a big rec room and 3 bedrooms.He would of been so happy and proud.Oh how I miss him. Justin's story---- When Justin was about 3. I was potty training him he was doing really good.He had to go potty so he went to the bathroom and I heard this scream I ran in there and he was crying. I said what's wrong? He said that our stool was a monster. I said why? Because it bit me. How did it bite you? He pointed at the tiolet ring and said it bit him.What happen was he wasn't very tall so he would set his little we we on the stool well the tiolet ring wasn't all the way up so it fell right on his we we.It took me forever for him to use the stool I had to buy a potty chair.And his little we we was bruised.Those stories I treasure isn't it funny how we can remember so vividly about our children. Love,Peace to you.Hope weekend is good.jfm24,Vicki

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That is such a funny story about potty training :-). Sounds like you are doing a bit better overall. Hugs, Inga