just another day

i just got back from taking tommy to sign those disability papers. she will be sending them off today. i keep thinking about what i discussed with graham last night and it makes me feel distressed. i am feeling blue. it brought up alot of painful memories. but it helped talking to him don't get me wrong.it helps to talk to someone. it just keeps me thinking about it more. you can't have your cake and eat it too. right????