Just about out of the woods.
My mother had the cats out front because she was showing them to people. I know they have to go. It will be sad waking up in a room without my four little companions. These little kittens bring big happiness.
I went back to bed and fell into a light sleep. The kittens were brought back to my room. I turned out the light to make it cozy and turned on a fan because the sound of the fan makes them go to sleep lol. We all slept for maybe 2 hours.
When I awoke (this kittens awoke too at the same time) I noticed the symptoms gone! The ones that were keeping me awake at night!
I sprang up out of bed (actually just rolled out of bed and got up kind of slowly) and briskly walked to turn on the light switch (actually fumbled and stumbled over kittens to get to the other side of the room an turn on the switch) lol. I smiling as I write this.
I fed all the animals Too many to count lol. I did not feel like feeding them at 2:30 because I was so down and tired.
Anyway I am going to see how things go from here. I still have hope because I briefly felt quite well yesterday. I think I will get back to feeling that way again.
I feel that the depression is back down - most of the way. It is maybe at a 3 on a scale from 1 to 10. it was up to maybe 7 earlier.
I still have a bit of the air hunger. It is unpleasant. Its where you every minute or so yawn and try to get a deep breath and not get one. It always feel like I am not getting enough air. I did some looking around on google about what causes it -along with the other symptoms. A lot of things do! I am looking into the Bupropion , an possible allergy to some pollen, my vape, and even the kittens themselves. geez I hope I am not allergic to kittens! I ain't for cats?
I still have other symptoms from side effects from the meds. I guess I can tolerate them but these meds do have a cost. But if I wait it out maybe I will realize that they have an even have grater benefits!
So I knock on wood! I hope tomorrow I will be back to feeling good! I am taking it easy. Doing things smart. and so on.
I have hope.
I went back to bed and fell into a light sleep. The kittens were brought back to my room. I turned out the light to make it cozy and turned on a fan because the sound of the fan makes them go to sleep lol. We all slept for maybe 2 hours.
When I awoke (this kittens awoke too at the same time) I noticed the symptoms gone! The ones that were keeping me awake at night!
I sprang up out of bed (actually just rolled out of bed and got up kind of slowly) and briskly walked to turn on the light switch (actually fumbled and stumbled over kittens to get to the other side of the room an turn on the switch) lol. I smiling as I write this.
I fed all the animals Too many to count lol. I did not feel like feeding them at 2:30 because I was so down and tired.
Anyway I am going to see how things go from here. I still have hope because I briefly felt quite well yesterday. I think I will get back to feeling that way again.
I feel that the depression is back down - most of the way. It is maybe at a 3 on a scale from 1 to 10. it was up to maybe 7 earlier.
I still have a bit of the air hunger. It is unpleasant. Its where you every minute or so yawn and try to get a deep breath and not get one. It always feel like I am not getting enough air. I did some looking around on google about what causes it -along with the other symptoms. A lot of things do! I am looking into the Bupropion , an possible allergy to some pollen, my vape, and even the kittens themselves. geez I hope I am not allergic to kittens! I ain't for cats?
I still have other symptoms from side effects from the meds. I guess I can tolerate them but these meds do have a cost. But if I wait it out maybe I will realize that they have an even have grater benefits!
So I knock on wood! I hope tomorrow I will be back to feeling good! I am taking it easy. Doing things smart. and so on.
I have hope.
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Glad you feel a bit better just keep resting hope tomorrow is better for you I\'m struggling been working on this blanket so tired wish I could sleep. Hugs.
Glad you feel a bit better just keep resting hope tomorrow is better for you I\'m struggling been working on this blanket so tired wish I could sleep. Hugs.