Just a very short note.
I see the comments on here and want to let you all know (and for my future reference as well) that you are appreciated. There are times I really feel all alone ... and also, it sucks knowing other people are going through hard times and mostly, need a hand up ... and all I can do is prayer, maybe some suggestions. I've been getting a lot of headaches lately (I know it's stress) and feeling my muscles get tight. But knowing my future and "how much" crap I have to go through there is partly dependent on my finding papers and stuff ... is hard and sort of scary ... way behind on so much but also sometimes feeling it doesn't make much difference so why try. All the things that are positive moves toward progress and making a life for the future keep having to be put on the back burner as I deal with yet another unnecessary crisis. But I did want to let everyone know that even though I haven't had a lot of time to respond back or send you a note or catch up, I am thinking of you and praying and wishing it is more. Maybe future. And I'm typing frantically even now as I try to think where the info is I need and have to get to work and ... you probably or very possibly know what I mean.
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You sound not only stressed but also depressed. re you sleeping enough? The bt to you. Love and hugs. Nie
Dadda - you sounds extremely stressed. Take some time out - even a 5 minute walk in the garden; Leave it all and come back later. Amongst all the chaos right now... is YOU. If you don\'t look after you, you will burn out. Trust in a higher power to see you through this - you are never alone!
Wish I could help you there but I am continents away! Take a deep breath, and focus on one thing at a time... Thoughst are with you! Take care.
Rita
I am praying that your load will be lighten. I appreciate all the words of wisdom you have posted . I know how you feel sometimes we feel alone. It
helps to have DS friends. I think I pray more now than I ever have in my life.
I listen to Klove radio it on FM 107.5 or klove.com The music has really helped me with some of my struggles. I also take lots of deep breaths. Please take care of yourself. Thanks for posting and letting us know how you are doing. Sending you lots of love and hugs.
I KNOW I am stressed ... you all can tell; what is the problem with the REST OF THE WORLD, I WONDER? Thank you for the suggestions and caring words. I am looking forward to feeling better, so I can also catch up more on what is going on with everyone, too. I think I am going to listen to \"Beethoven\'s last night\" by Trans-Siberian Orchestra when I go to work. Hopefully that will put some spirit back in me. Hugs to each of you!