just a update on life

hello to all my dear friends, i have not wrote on here in some time, i have not been feeling well, but good news my brothers mom in law, told me today that i don't have rhuematoid arthritis, or fibro, i am so glad to hear that, she doesn't like the fact that i am on disability, my sister in law and her have both said i need to get off my lazy backside and go to work, this has been a constant hurt of feelings for me for a long time, my sis in law has rhuematoid but she is able to work, and get around okay, but anyway i was sitting at my daughters ballgame, and my sis in laws mother Jean was sitting next to me and she asked me how i was doing, so i started explaining that i was having to take humira, she said why are you taking that for and i told her for the ra, she said, there is no way you have ra, or fibro, it just amazes me that people are so stupid,. anyways my Jess didn't win her basketball game, i started out a good day, but it just went to blah.....
   why do i let what people say or think bother me, don't they know that i don't make even half of what my income used to be, why would i  prefer that, i can't even have a normal day, and do the things i want to do, more or less the things i want to do. :( 
   hope everyone is starting their new year off good, thinking of everyone, and sending prayers and thoughts your way.