Just a update i guess

ok well i have been upsetting my girl alot lately cuz im saying stupid shit and i dont even know why im saying it. As soon as i say it i regret it but ive been such a butt to her lately and i dont wanna lose her... I just have a feeling she might leave me soon. I have a gf this Christmas which is new... Ive been getting upset alot lately and my emotions are like changing constantly and i dont know how to control them.. I guess thats it  I love you baby