just a update

well i did check into a safe place and they told me they couldn't help me. i am going to go live down by my sister's. i been turned down by 5 councelors in the last year or so. i just don't know why this keeps happening to me. i am beginning to think i am asking for it. i am not sure how to get over what i been through, i been talking to my sister's behind my parents and grandparents backs. i want my parents to know but i am afraid that it will tear the family apart. what do i do should i tell them or just keep it from them. i am hoping to be out by next weekend. well i have to go talk to you later