Just a thought.
i hate how people are. i really do. is there anyone on earth that can act like a true friend?? i mean come on! im so sick of people saying they are busy because you know what? its an excuse! it really is because if someone really wants to be with someone else its not going to matter how busy life is. if you want to be with someone you are going to make time, no matter how busy you are!!!! im so sick of people making it an excuse!!!!! why can't i find someone that will want to see me often???? is that really that hard to find!!!!!!????? i know on facebook and every where else im putting up this front like everything is better and great but the truth is that its not. its just as bad as ever because everytime i try to make a friendship with someone it never works out and the friends i used to have, don't make anytime for me at all. none of them. not one person is making time to hangout with me and im so sick of everything. im so sick of all of this im so sick of everyone. how can i be used to being alone???!!! how?! because im losing all faith in people i really am!!!!!!