Just a statement of Observation and Feeling

I have been here for 3 years and it amazes me the coming and going of people here. 
I have seen so many leave, so many hurt, and yes, some have passed away.
I guess my concept of love, friendship and commitment, is different than many here.
I am an "Old Guy" but, I still do not understand desertion, abandonment, and being treated as a burden, rather than a blessing.
Guys like me, still love, still care, and still feel we have worth in life.  Crazy, ain't I?