just a little thing
I'm the grand scheme of things, and probably too anyone outside of this type off situation, this would seem silly. I realize though that it is just one more show of how very little he thinks of me, so I am writing it down. For the past several days I have woken up to find dried mud all over my carpets. No big deal, it comes off his work boots(although I really don't know where it's coming from add it hasn't been muddy for awhile), so I just clean it up. This morning I woke up to huge clumps all over the dark blue bedroom carpet, I just vacuumed again last night. It is literally as if he put on his boots and stomped all over the carpet. This cannot be an accident, wouldn't anyone else stomp outside to remove the dirt? This isn't just like a little bit that fell off either, but huge clumps all the way across the bedroom. Sigh.......pulling off the blinders finally. It's such a little thing but really bites me in the ass!
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