just a little some thing.

so I started a new job today and whats weird is all that tremors and anxiety I usually had wasn't there.  yes I had some anxiety but nothing like I was when I was home.  so odd to me.  I am still seeing the Dr on Friday to go over what changes.we need to make.  I shouldn't be on two meds and still need benzos so often.  I mean I'm a medication veteran.  I have gone years w out a Xanax when my meds were working correctly.  I never had issues driving long distances in the car.  I never worried about dying. i just want to get there again.  to be free from the anxiety and panic for a while.  to enjoy life to the full extent.