just a bunch of nonsense!

Things have been kind of frustrating and full of unsureness!! I just don't know how to feel and what i should be feeling!!! Will getting a FINAL diagnosis help this feeling???   I don't know why it seems that now all of a sudden EVERYTHING hurts all at once. My shoulder kills, my clavivel hurts to touch, I have areas on my skin that are soooooo sensitve to touch, my boob aches, I keep getting sharp pains in my shin, my ear aches, my teeth are sensitive, my muscle in my legs keep twitching, my butt and lower pain keeps getting sharp nerve pains that end up running down to my knee, I feel as is I am getting weaker and going up stairs have all of a sudden become a challenge.  I have been on neurotin and bablofin for a month now and things are not getting better, in fact it seems like it has gotten worse!!!!!!! Is it possible that one can be like this with only two lesions??? is the meds making me feel worse??? ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! but...i am seeing the neurologist next week. I have tons of questions and I HOPE that I get some answers, I HOPE I get a plan of action, I HOPE to move forward!!!!