jus me

got itchy feet...feeling very very tired and lonely...apart from ma kids of course who i love to bits......mom has jus gone ofski on holiday abroad
i have ''respite'' money wich i get from the government every year for well respite....
im so so tempted to just book a flight and hotel to where she has gone for some time out. before in all likelihood i may jus sssssssssssssccccccccccccccrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmm.....
oh ye i got accepted for a part of the comittee for blackpool convention. 
 
so so tired
ma feet are itching bad
need to take some time out
from me and everyone
but wot to do
even tho im granted the respite
fxxxxxxxxxg husband does not like it
cus i get money to go away
tough sxxxxte i say
this is wot i get it for
for me me me
and ye it is all about me me me
but without me me me being well
their is nothing at all nothing but 
an empty shell that is me
burnt out
fxxxxxd up
mentally unstable
list could go on ad finitem
so yes it is all about me me me
but so bluddy wot
without me their would not be a family unit at allllllllll
over and out
xxx