jus for today

i will try and keep myself soberi will try and keep myself sanei will try and stop my paranoii will try and be sort of rationalwhen really all i want to do is cryand shout butjus for todayi will be mewhoever that may bebut it will be a sober me acceptence is the word i thinki find this very hard to dodont like the acceptence of these emotoinsbut aint got any choice cus they wont go awayaccept they wont go awaytry and live in the momentforget the pastforget the futurejus for todayi will be me its not the me i want to bebut at least its not a maski know the 1st few wks are hardand surely they will get betteras each day passessurely it will feel betterwe shall seecan but seebut jus for todayi will be me  xxx