JULY FLYING BY

WELL HERE IT IS WITH JULY ALMOST GONE. MY B-DAY WAS THE 22ND. 54 NOW!  I WAS DISSAPOINTED THAT MY WIFE DID NOT GET ME A CARD OR ANY THING. IT MAKES ME WONDER HOW MUCH OF A PRIORITY I REALLY AM. ITS THE LITTLE THINGS THAT MATTER. SHE STOPS 2 OR 3 TIMES A DAY FOR COFFEE..... BUT NOT FOR A B-DAY CARD FOR ME??? THIS DOES NOT HELP MY ANXIETY AND WORRIES. MY BACK IS ACTING UP. I SAW MY BACK DR. / SURGEON. WE ARE TRYING PHYSICAL THERAPY. WILL SEE IF THAT HELPS. MY WEIGHT IS GOOD AS I NEAR THE ONE YEAR MARK SINCE MY SURGERY. I'M DOWN 130 LBS. NOW I HAVE MUCH ENERGY AND CAN MOVE GOOD AND DO THINGS I WASN'T ABLE TO BEFORE. I WEAR MYSELF OUT WORKING HARD. VERY TIRED AT NIGHT. MONEY HAS BEEN TIGHT AND THAT IS A STRUGGLE. I NEED TO DO A BETTER JOB MANAGING THAT. WILL SPEND MORE TIME DOING THAT STARTING NOW. I NEED TO START A RETIREMENT ACCOUNT AS BEING SELF EMPLOYED I HAVE NO JOB RELATED RETIREMENT. I'M SURE SOCIAL SECURITY WON'T BE CLOSE TO ENOUGH.... I AM EXCITED ABOUT OUR FIRST GRANDCHILD COMING IN SEPT. AND MY YOUNGEST SON IS ENGAGED. WEDDING PLANS ARE IN THE WORKS. SO IT CONTINUES TO BE A BUSY AND EXCITING TIME. BUT IT ALSO IS A WORRISOME TIME. GOD PROVIDES THE BALANCE AND KEEPS ME GOING. I'M THANKFUL FOR THAT!!