July 7th 2020

My 11th month on Hormone replacement therapy I am very happy that I am coming up to the crossroads of one year completion.  I submitted my papers to the court to change my name as I wait by the mail box for a sign from the court on any word I know that it is too soon but I am always looking just in case I missed something when filling out the papers or waiting to see if my waiver gets granted.

In other maters Gabby apparently got her mom to go on the much needed vacation ( how nice) that I had to put on hold to see a young lady named Cherie she sounds like an upbeat person that I would love to get acquainted with at least Cherie is close by than Susan but one thing about Cheri is that she never asked me for money unlike Susan asking for $200 to help her come up here to see me, in my opinion if you want to see someone you should provide the means to get to your destination and back.

But my main concern now is my family even though they dislike me and I have to be Daniel instead of Danielle so I can see my two boys is going to be difficult. Keeping my anxiety check . I am going to see what I have left my old male clothes, I know I havent thrown anything away, but I don’t think I have anything along the line of summer clothes with me working all the time.

I dropped of my paystub to social services and the young lady was amazed on how I was looking during my transitioning. It was complimenting to hear her say that I look much younger than before but I always looked young for my age but it felt good. Also I got my laptop fixed found out that it was a driver issue with my touch pad I was glad that it wasn't major and it didn't cost me much at all but I could have used the 20 for something else but I needed to get it fixed. Now I have to get the information back into the computer I have most but not all of it.

I am thinking about going on the injections because Dr. Pri says that I would get more estradiol doing the injections than the pills. I would need to take the injections every two weeks.

So I am going to look into the closet and see what kind of male clothes I have left that will not show to much of my body like my chest.