July

Well July had finally arrived and i can say that i have been out of the closet for 71 days and counting, last month was a major set back for me , still unable to figure out a way to get in touch with my sons. She has me blocked as she tells me that she dont think that they would be able to handle seeing me as a woman. The other set back was that on fathers day weekend i find out that im going blind. i have been be sides myself for days. but i look forward to that expecting phone call from the Mazzoni Center in Philadelphia letting me know when my first appointment. And the appointment to see the speacialist, but if it falls on the same day you know where im going and yeup.For years i have been trying to get my wife to help me get glasses and to get my hernia fixed untill the one day almost a year has gone that i got it fixed, all she cared about was the paycheck, notthing about me and she would tell me that she was there holding my hand after the surgery one I do know that when i did wake up in the recovery room she was nowhere to be found. I applied for secondar insurance that I hope ill get to offset the bills that my insurance isnt covering and i hope it will cover what ever they dont pay when i start my treatments , i will be the most happiest camper. finally changing my body and work towards my surgery. My final goal

Im trying to prepare myself for the bad news about my eye sight but i hope for the best .

Danielle