July 11 2008

It has been a long time since I have written anything in here, over a month you can tell. In the last month I have gotten moved in and kinda settled in my apartment and come to full terms of what has become of my marriage.    I have become to understand when and why this all happened. My EX is still my best friend. I have had many a conversations about dating with her( she was dating before I was even out of the house) I still am not OK with that but I imagine that someday I will be with that to  In the last month I have dated a couple of people. 1 was just not quite right for my and the other I thought that we were doing pretty good( i was wrong).We spent the weekend together and it was going well until Tuesday night when I  took her home and locked my cell phone In front of her. She had talked to her roommate until I left for work and was a different person the next day. Lied right to my face. I am not going to deal with that. What is wrong with people????   I cant figure any body out. I have been "burnt" 3 times this year. I am losing faith in woman very quick!!! I have learned a couple of things this year.    1. Don't get in to more debt than YOU can handle on your own    2. Don't trust anyone especially a woman I say this but I trust people way to easily and I really need to stop that.