July 1, 2011 Canada Day

33 years ago today, I married my best friend. This horrible horrible crappy awful hurtful lonely sad unfair miserable heartbreaking journey I am on is not getting better, in fact I am crying all the time. It is Canada Day today, it was always "our" day. We had a big party to celebrate our 30th anniversary and I am so greatful we did. I miss my Beloved Pat so much. I find pennies and know he is still with me, and he always will be.