Journey I

Layed down but could not sleep. I had 4 kittens in my room from the heat outside. I have an air conditioner. I decided to put them on the bad a watch them sniff around a play. Beautiful new life. First experiences. We can't keep them so I will never know their fate. But the time I spent with them in these first days - we shared a time and a connection. My time on earth being temporary - I think it is these kind of moments that give a meaning to my life. All the kittens are male. Kira had her litter about a week later. Her kittens a small still. But there is a runt and I nurse it because it is only a few inches long and needs extra care. Beautiful tiny thing. All of them blessings in my life.
I became active in social groups and support groups. I can not understand people and they seem to ignore me. I am way off because I have been a loner for so long. I do not know how to relate to other humans. I cut out of one support group. Deleted stuff and changed my name to DDM725. i have to detach because it is stressful for me. It leads me back to depression. In the google+group I am starting to participate less. Someone earlier asked me what are my triggers? Other people are!
Its 8:42 and bedtime is in a few hours depending on how i feel. I am going to fly a plane. I have been exploring Patagonia. I had read somewhere that Adolph Hitler did not commit suicide in the bunker with Eva Braun in 1945 as historians say. I followed a paper trail and did a bit of research. Honestly I do not know what to think of it. Anyway I retraced the possible route he took after alighting on land to a city in Argentina. San Carlos de Bariloche. That is where my flights are going out of now. I took a fighter plans up pretending to find the place he was or some of his henchmen. Pretending to shoot up the place. 
Most of the terrain west of this city are Andes Mountain Range. I flew other mountain ranges but this one look so pristine. Lakes everywhere. This is the and of enchantment. So much beauty here. I got stuck flying here and exploring these mountains. This range is 4,300 miles long so will take some time to explore. I think I will be flying Alaska next. Because that place also has much beauty.
The time I spend with soft my music on. I get taken away and the hours pass. Up in the sky. It is my escape.
Tonight's flight will be started in Southern Patagonia. It will be my first leg in the 4,300 mile journey to explore the range. I will take a small plane with autopilot. The Cessna 182. It is somewhat fast. But better for low altitude then the Corsair. The corsair is fast and can fly steady - but in my experience only up above 30,000 feet, Cant really appreciate Andes from that high up.
End of Journey I