Journaling is scary

I hate journaling. Mostly because it makes things more real when i write it down. But i am a mental health therapist and i k ow the benefits of this activity. SO here goes. 

I am scared. I am a mom of adult children. A wife of an alcoholic. Sober for 14 years. Still has a hard time being nice though. I am hoping to open a new Counseling retreat business in 2 weeks and i am excited. But my husbands oil field job is shaky currently. And that scares me. Oh what i could accomplish if fear didn’t exist!